Dinner alone

Few more hours to dear's birthday.
If I am in KL. Which I can be if I am irresponsible person which don't stays back to discuss assignment, which my friend did.
If I'm in KL now, I would probably had my dinner with my dear, not dining alone.
I missed him.
I am pretty stress now.
I hope some one could help me.
I don't wanna end up under psychiatric hospital.